A little depressed today. Well its not as though things aint going smoothly for me. Just that i feel a little lost of personal identity. A lost of 'myself'.
Feeling nothing really fantastic or special about my life. Nothing have i achieved in.
With bad command of english, no inter-personal skills, unable to really interact with people in bombastic english.
Despite the fact of being an undergrad, i find myself is worse off than a diploma or secondary graduate. Sometimes i find that even though i am a grad, but my thinking aint like one. Probably not knowledgable to be like one. Even if i graduate as a Degree Holder, how life in future will be? Will i be successful in work? I doubt so.
Not able to possess a good interactive skills makes me feel losing out to others. Even during the course of interaction i feel depressed, not being able to converse well to make others understand. Thus i became quiet, quiet and more quiet...
Life is indeed depressing....
I wish i can be like others...at least someone more fantastic...
