Saturday, April 28, 2007
I always wanna noe what will life be when he's free from his liability..
Used to imagine it thinking that life might be sweet..
But that day will nvr come.
记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强Memory has become a part of my Luggage And i will carry it wherever i goI put wings on tears And bid it goodbye=================
Ohya Someone whom i'm not close with in office came and say hey u slim down alot xia..
Hoho..
Compliment?
Anyway today is a blur blur day for shan.
Oh man logged too many cases to offline already.
Siao liao sure kena niam from Jo and Val.lolz.
oh well blur shan..
Thursday, April 26, 2007
I stil love the slow version of CASCADA - Everytime we touch
The lyrics is super nice, super got the feel and with her sweet sharp voice, it makes it even nicer.
The techno version cant bring out the feel.
Listening to this song, u must use ear plugs to hear to Get the feel.
This song dedicated to U.
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I've the
$80 M1 letter can be used to purchase all phones.
The expiry dated on 30/04/2007.
Left like a week to decide either to buy or not.
Actually my ideal phone is
N73 but its still as pricey.
Do not want to spend more than $200 for a normal phone.
Basically now only 2 phones meet the criteria after deducting the $80 voucher.
Proudly presents
Nokia 7373
And
Sony Ericsson K800i
Wonder which one shld i buy.
Basically i like
Nokia 7373 cause its pretty. In
pink (my fav color).
But the functions and camera isnt as good.
Basic normal functions only.
As for
K800i, its a different phone with 3.2 megapixels.
Clear camera and all the basic functions too.
But the problem is that the phone has joy stick which its hard to navigate and easily spoil.
In dilemma now. Which to buy?
Both prices are abt the same.
Nokia 7373 only available at M1 Distributors price:
$238
Sony Ericsson available at all outlets price:
$268So which to buy?
That's the question!!Monday, April 23, 2007
I pray hard for my mom and dad's health.
May them be healthy and strong.
Hope all gods protect them.
I dun wanna be abandoned again.
Its lonely.
I will not mind their naggings and restrictions.
I only want them.
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Last sat met up with Jun, Ting and Shifu.
A crazy nite.
Brightened up a saturday nite.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Consolidation of lyrics consolidation of feelings.以为会习惯
有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上
现在空了一个地方
泪水总是不听话
幸福躲起来不声不响
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
泪水明明流不干
瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我那是我最大的幸福我好想你
我真的想你快不能呼吸
我要告诉你
对不起我爱你
I wanna watch One litre of Tears. Heard its very touchingJo say i'm weird oways like to watch sad shows.Erm only recently then i like i also dunno why...
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Today is another month of Dated
20th.
20th again.
Triggering point.
Used to make me smile in heart.
Heading towards the turning point since u have shown some 'heck-care' face.
Can i make it?
Or i might just die before i walk towards the turning point
haha...
Too lame.
I wanna eat
sushi again.
Think i'm already addicted to
sushi liao.
Hoho. Its nice.
Sashimi nice.
I must be a japanese in my previous life.
Lols.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
You and me are standing on a different
grasslands.
Up above the heads, with the clouds above and with the stars glowing.
Will we gazing at the same
stars and
moon?
Do we have the telepathy?
Do we have the same feeling?
Would u miss me like i do for you?A question i always want to know, but will there be an answer to it?
Reading back the old emails that is stored in my office mailbox, tears started to flood.Blurring my vision.Will i be able to curb my i-love-u feelings?Can i do it?Need to master the skills.The more i did not see u the more i tend to miss.Why?Because u does not belong to me anymore.And I aint your cherished person anymore......Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Ohya forgot to add i went midnite
KTV @
Party world with
Jun,
Sen,
WJ and
Timo on sat.
2nd time i went for midnite ktv-ing.
Enjoyed it.
Actually its me who wanna ktv cause i wanna relax and play and as well do an
experiment.
However the experiment did not turn out to be what i expected.
Or rather this teaches me not to pin high hopes on
experiments.
Lolz.
I love KTV-ing with them, esp with sen, she's a good singer.hEez..
And i'm a lousy singer. Bleah.
Happy birthday to long Chun and weiming
Happy birthday to our TG3 Ms Whye Fung a.k.a YYLittle princess turn 22 today.Enjoy your day babe.Saturday seemed like is a
sushi eating day.
Basically i ate sushi for lunch and dinner.
A big thank you to
WenJie and
Dennis for the treat at Suki Sushi buffet.
Sashimi is nice and WJ ate like 4 plates.
What a heavy lunch i had.
And a very big thank you to
Sen,
Ser,
Jun,
Tata and
HP for the treat to the sushi @ Novena there.
Cant rmb the building name. Think its revenue house?
Anyway the ambience there is nice, very soothing.
my 1st trip there.
I took pictures with them however my PC cant on so i cant upload.
Gers pls bear with me.
I will send them to you all soon
I simply love all the pictures we took.
So lovely.
Pretty babes. I love u girls.I love the pictures taken with u all.
Muacks.
Hmm ytd timo fly to taiwan @ 02.30amWell, starting to miss him. hahatot i've been missing him all the while.. hahabut this time kinda different cos its super distant., he's at taiwanThis is the 2nd time he went to taiwan.I oways will remember the 1st time he went over there.This time is so different.haiz. i really missed him alot now.Really alot.I'm waiting for my present from him.Wonder what he will buy from there.lolz.can bring back wu zhun for me?haha.. wonder will he read my blog?i doubt so.....Ohya hey peepz any1 looking for temp job ard 8 mths?I have lobang @ OOCl a shipping coy.Any1 pls sms me.Thx.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Today is friday and end of my leave.
I'm glad i took a week break away from work.
Phew. But is training to be nanny.
With a little rascal at home, how can i enjoy my leave?
Finish Engine the jap drama and watch nada sou sou.
After watching the show, i wonder why 2 person in love cant be together.
Basically the show is abt these 2 totally not related siblings love each other but they want to avoid because they cant get married as they are sort of siblings.
Then in the end the brother died leaving her alone.
I'm trying to pursue something but what is it?
Its a nvr ending journey with no rewards.
I just keep walking.
I need to stop but it doesnt.
I wish i wish.
Let me be as cool as him.
Omoide tooku asetemoSamishikute KoishikuteKimi e no omoi, nada sou souAitakute, AitakuteKimi e no omoi.Friday, April 13, 2007
today is finally friday the 13.
THe day i awaits for very long already.
Yeah. Pay day.
Muacks love it.
Ohya my protege and Nada sousou is available at Crunchyroll lor.
So super happy can finally watch the movie..
So it means i save money on movies since nobody wanna watch that both shows with me also.
lolz.
Ohya must catch Nada Sou sou super touching
I bet i sure cry non stop.
Gotta watch tml.
Always been very emotional.
Why? dun understand.
Just a little gesture will melt my heart.
Oh today is the 12 april and happy belated birthday to me.
turn 22 already. older as years passed but my heart shall remain forever 21. lolz.
Today is the 4th day of my long leave, gonna end soon.
Please dun let it end so soon.
A nice long break is definitely what i need.
But have become super nanny already. LOL.
What have i been doing for this week?
Sat went out with YY to buy things at orchard.
Ohya i went to see the DJ search too.
Actually wanna join but some pple fly me kite so in the end nvr go just went to see.
ohya and
lin pei fen is really pretty.
Piao liang bao bei..
Sun stay at home to bake my cookies.
Monday stay at home take care jaylen then got econs lesson. Boring as usual.
Tuesday went K Lunch with ah val.
First KTV session with her, quite fun thou 2 of us only.
Thanks for the Ktv treat babe. Love ya.
After that cookies delivery to pple house and off to SIM math class.
I wish the time simply stays there forever so i can get to hold ya hands forever.But it simply doesnt seemed that way.Wed happy birthday to me.
Thanks to all the wishes.
Xiusen is the 1st to send me that nite.
Next follow by Ivan, Tim, Jun, Sandy, Kelvin, Chung Heng, Liu ting, Whye fung, Teresa, Yao Ping, Pamela, Dawn Teo and with ade and cuiting last to send sms to me on that day.
My mom treat me lunch at Jack place and after that went dinner with ting, jun and timo.
I think i shall nvr go for buffet anymore cos i dun eat much.
Not as piggy as timo.lolz.
Its kinda waste if i doesnt eat at the buffet.
Ohya no pictures for i'm using my brother's lappie.
Yeah at least he's not selffish still lend me lappie else today sure super rotting.
And Jun sorry dint mean to fly kite, i really giddy.
i also wanna go sentosa.........
Saturday, April 07, 2007
What a boring easter day i have.Cant enjoy a nice drama cause my PC is oways hanging.
Finally now then i finish one episode of engine.
FINALLY xia.
Basically today just went out to buy my cooKies ingredients.
Gonna bake soon. Heez..
And today is also movie marathon for me.
Watched
Ice Age and
The Cinderella Story on channel 5 today.
Actually its the 1st time i watched
ICE age, since i watched
ICE AGE 2 before with
tim and i found it nice so i decide to catch 1. haha.
And the cinderalla story is 2nd time i watched.
Its still as nice because its romance and its happily ever after again.
Its kinda modernised
Cinderella Story.
Well yearned to be
CInderella too, i doesnt mean to be bullied by step mother and sisters.
Just that wanna find true love.
So where is it now?
Ah val told me this before:
"Real love will never be an obstacle to your dreams"So i haven had a real love yet.
Haha.
Its been ages since i saw u.Wondering where u are now.Doing fine? Guess everything shld be alright.I wont dare to ask, to find out.
Friday, April 06, 2007
I can predict next friday will be my happiest day when i see my bank slip.
Lol.
My pay day + Bonus day.Who say Friday the 13 is a bad day. Haha
But all my bonus will be given to Mum and studies account.
and i mean ALL of it.
So it means no extra money for me. BooO..
Birthday coming soon but no celebrations as usual.Boring as usual. This yr especially.No more excitement feelings towards birthday cause nobody celebrates that for me as well.Anyway getting older as yr goes by so my celebration shall stays at 21st bdae, my age shall remain there. Hoho.Later going for classes again.
Boring math class again.
Better hurry there, else gotta sit on the floor.
I feel like i'm going for tuition on my A maths.
Basically its like all in a class and i dunno any1 there.
Really like tuition class.
Why pple must study till master?
Yes, study is for the sake of earning more money.
But who can gaurantee the more u study the more money u can earn?
Study so hard get so many cert can bring to coffin meh?
Life is so ironic.
Life is hard.
How can i make my life easier?
How can i not to miss u?I need you to teach me...and i really mean UThursday, April 05, 2007
Yesterday attended my first class in the toopid SIM.
Math Class. Simply
A Math xia.
And the class is damn sickening big.
Have missed my
Econs 1st Class already. Sianz.
Simply Redundant, as if we go to working life we will start to use A math?
One module cost $375, two module cost $714.
At least i study A Maths so listening to the class is not a problem, but come to doing exercise its quite hard thou.
haha
Bridging classes are 3 times in a week, so that means i will have to skip my dinner for 3 days in a week.
I bet one month later i will be like Bones?
Good way for gers to slim down
but i dun wanna slim down already.
Weight was like previously
52KG now is
46Kg managed to lose
6 kg.
How i managed to lost so much?
Cos sick for a week plus x factors as well causing no appetite.
Hoho.
I shld have apply for UniSim instead, no need attend bridging course, sch fees are cheaper not based on EURO rate. And also study 2 Yrs.
The bad point abt UniSim is part time. Need to attend lesson at nite which i dun like.
Now i understand why ting say go there listen and then go home, no friends at all.
At least i got a guy fren acc me, but not on close term. He's just a fren's fren.
Ohya saw
kenny there too. Finally one familar face there.
Still lonely lonely.
Heard that his gf came to view blog too.
So gotta say
hi to
Charmaine if u happen to see my blog.
Thanks for viewing my blog.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I'm tired.
I had a dream last night.
My dream is all about U.
The dream is such a sweet one that i doesnt feel like waking up to reality.
Vaguely remember the dream, we are in a club with other polymates as well.
U have been the sweetest in my dream.
In the dream, i can feel u, i can talk to u and can get to see u.
I can see the happy me in my dream.
I really dun want to wake up, want to live in my dream forever.
Want to be happy.
Why do i have to dream of u?
I thought i can forget about u, but in the end u still appear in my dream.
Was it because i miss u too much?
i've been cruel to myself.
Suddenly felt has lost a part of me.
feeling lost, really lost.
when i was in this r/s, i try my best not to involve too deeply because i know that i will only be the one hurt when it ended.I always try my best to keep a distance.But who knows, i already fallen too deeply to this r/s. Too deeply.Too attached to this r/s.Simply cant take it when he show so heck care.Life now is black and whiteI'm so Pissed of SIM now.Disappointed in its management.Only talk about $$$.Today i rcv a call from them telling me to attend today's 1st lesson of Econs Bridging class.
I wasnt informed earlier and this sudden bomb just dropped onto me.
Then i call back to informed i cant make it as was not being informed earlier and asked whether can change to a later date which is the wed class with the part time students (class 1B).
The ger told me can, just write an email to her colleague and can be arrange as there shld have vancancy.
So i did so and just now i rcv an email fr the person telling me she's sorry and cant arrange for me to join class 1b w/o any supporting reason.
And she told me to join tml class for maths and mentioned that can have 1 make up class for econs in class 1b next tuesday.
So tat's means my math class will be affected as well cos maths falls on tuesday.
How stupid and ridiculous this woman can be..
So what the hell is this?1st of all i was informed that there will be letter to inform of the submission of application.
2ndly the ger told me can be change as the module and lecturer are the same.
3rdly i'm still working and need sufficient time to inform my superior to arrange me work earlier schedule.
And why cant i change?
I simply state my reason to her in another reply.
What the F***.Make me boiling only.
Monday, April 02, 2007
面对面坐着的是不是你,
爱情还在不在进行.
想问你是不是想要放弃,
却害怕你也在问自己.
分手是我们唯一的话题,
却没有人愿意提起.
如果一开口变成了结局,
我的心就会离开身体活在过去.
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心,
我不知道该怎么做决定;
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记.
你是否也有相同的难题,
你的勇气里有我的命运,
我不知道你会不会决定.
我想我现在还不够清醒,
该爱着你,该离开你,
还是继续--逃避
I really not awake yet.
To cry or to forget?
To love, to leave or to continue avoid?
