♥The perfectly imperfect♥

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

M.I.A

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

this guy fren of mine is even more meticulous than me in terms to remember certain thingy.
He even remember my dad like the CD and bought it for him.
Duh. Me, as his daughter, cant even remember the name of the singer.
Oh my.. gotta repent.. seek for forgiveness.
Well, cant believe he can remember that thingy.
A good fren he is indeed.

My mood is better last nite but coming back to office make it back to square one..
thanks for talking to me..
had an idea dunno shld i say?
haha

Last sat went to the shaw tower with ting and we saw this bridal shop with super nice wedding photos.
The pictures are consolidate nicely with different scenes. For example: with the comic background, at the beach with sunset, at the grassland and in the swimming pool.
I simply love the one the couples in the swimming pool swimming with the scene they kissed each other.
I told ting next time my wedding photos shld be taken in the swimming pool and on the beach with sunrise.
So 1st thing i shld do is to learn swimming. Haha..
Its the most romantic thingy.
I'm such a dreamer.

And i've decided to find a part time job in a bridal shop be a wedding planner.
Helping busy couples choosing what's best for them in the wedding.
Choosing the gowns, the ballroom, the package.
Planning a most memorable wedding for the couples will be really meaningful.

Its really nice to see all the couples all dress in wedding gowns and so blissfully in love.
So Xin fu. I also feel the happiness.
Just like love in the air
I always like to have the xin fu feeling.
Just like i eat apple strudel. haha.

I'm falling sick liao. Feverish.
Scare its dengue.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Busy sat.
Accompanied Mom to expo for the food feast. Super alot of pple.
But i dint really eat much there. No mood to eat.
Too many pple.too hot.too pek cek.

Then went to meet ting ger ger to temple pray for my dearest love ones' health and safety.
Then walk half way realise that my slipper's sole came out.
Went up and down to find a clobber to mend my slipper.
The uncle is quite nice, knowing that i'm still a student he chrg me $2 for mending the toopid slipper.
The sole came out

And thus gotta wear the clogs. 可爱吗？

Yesterday is a super walking day for me and ting.
From bugis walk to shaw tower to suntec to MS then take train to Somerset Pizza hut.
A super long time since i ate pizzahut, i love pizzas

And i love hawaiian pizza

Ting's vegetarian pizza

I simply love this drink next time shld order - Ice lemon tea with aloe vera

And i love u gers, u make my day.
Frens forever. 10 yrs coming soon.Muacks.

[It feels so nice to hear the familiar voice on the phone again.
How i missed it. Awww...]

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Ohhh today on MC.
Stay at home and study and look after darling jay.
Its so nice to stay at home and have a relaxing day.
Free from the stupid work.
How much longer can i stand?

Hurray tml is gurlies day!
Better nobody 放飞机 else i will be super angry.
Exams coming next week.
Stress.Cant focus.Cant concentrate.
In the end online a few times dunno do what.

Please help me..

Friday, May 25, 2007

This is a super nice song.
With nice lyrics.
其实还爱你
I simply love this song, i noe cuiting prefer the other song by 阿沁. The duet song.
Must support 阿沁

阿沁 - 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I must be crazy or maybe i love to torture myself.

Read back the emails again in office.

I think i'm really crazy to go read it again.
I simply like to torture myself.

Perhaps i'm fine.
Just fine.
Or am i?
trying.

I know le. Its not tat i cant put down.
Its i cant BEAR to do it.
Just like i cant bear to delete it because i noe once i delete i will be deleting the memories.
And once i do, a part of me will be gone.
The fantasize part of me.
I hate to love y.o.u.

你的幸福就是我最大的幸福

Just saw the newspaper Mr Chou Chong Qing, DeeJay of Yes 933, is hospitalised due to his accident at Pulau Ubin. Injuried badly.

With 4 broken teeth, 4 stitches at the chin and broken arm.

Poor Chong Qing hope he recover fast.

There's 2 new drinks in the market - With gas is call anything, without gas is call wadever.
The anything has 6 different flavours while the wadever has 5 different flavours
Basically you wont know what u will get till u open up and drink.

Surprise surprise.

Interesting isnt it?

You will never know what is inside.

Maybe i shld order and see.
But what if i dun like?

So next time u can go up to drink stall and say give me wadever or anything. Lol.

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I'm getting more and more fed up about my job now.
2 more mths it will be 2 yrs liao
Its up to my limit already.
Now every calls gets on my nerves.
Seems like this yr isnt a good yr for me.
Everything will end after 2 yrs.
Simply end by then.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Today is a low tolerance and low patience day for lavena and me.

After every calls, we will start to mumble/complain to ourselves or to each other about the customer.

Basically today my tolerance level is 10% only.

Patience level is 0%.

Bad mood.

Low morale, low motivation.

I need to rest.

I wanna sleep.

Tired. Tired. Tired.

I kena scolded by swee ee for being 死脑筋.

Ya lor i am lor.

What to do.

He had said everything only have yet to splash water on me to wake me up.

Lolz.

Shall end my post with me and lavena
i look so weird at this angle.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Saw Val's blog on promises in a relationship.
I totally agree promises are never kept and i only believe it half half now or maybe or one quarter.

Yes too many promises are made but how many can be fulfilled?
So many "I love u alot" or "I will love you till the day u stop loving me"
Not many can be kept thou.
Maybe during the process it really meant the way.
But then again, when things changes the promises seem so fake.
Then why do pple still make promises when they cant fulfill what they said?
Maybe promises just to make the other party feel happier.
However after which pple will tend to forget their promises and that's when pple mindset changes.
Things tend to change also.

I thought promises will be lifetime? But who knows its not.
Or maybe its doesnt work the way i thought it is.
But i learnt.

Lesson #1 learnt:
I rather believe there's ghost in the world then believing a man's words.

haha..

Today got donuts, the interns bought de.
Thinking back, i used to be a intern too but is at OOCL.
i love my intern days. How i missed it.

Anyway wonder why they can be so free can go queue up for the Donuts.
The super long queue store at Raffles City.
Cant remember the name.
Heard from one of the sup, my guy colleague last time during lunch time went to queue up and buy for them. How nice. Or was it simply sucking up?
lolz..

If its me i dun think i will buy for sup unless the sup is super nice to me.
Like those in OOCL, else perhaps i wont buy for Sups ba.
I will only buy for family and BF.
Always treat them very nice de..
Shan normally will go queue and bring to bf hse (if have a bf).
haha... val sure say why treat bf so nice for wad..lolz..
can imagine tat already..
Cause i wan the love one feel LOVED..then i feel loved too.
haha....
Crazy shan.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

This month is our last sat duty.
No more sat duties from June onwards.
But this means i got no more off days to claim already. Boo hoo.
Anyway i got a handmade sandwich from my dearest neighbour in office, Lavena.
A sweet ger who seated next to me in my new office.
I kinda like her. She's nice.
This her handmade blueberry,bacon,cucumber and greenapple sandwich

Finally got my belated bdae present from Timo, somemore is airflown from taiwan.
Thanks alot i like tat tee very much..
Been a mth plus since i last saw him.
The urge is always there, will always hide it.
Hide it well, deep down.
其实还爱你

Alright shall end my post with my Darling jaylen.
Only Jaylen will not dun wan me.
My dearest boi

He and Elmo

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Bored in office so go to the webbie and took the personality test @ The personality Test

What kind of a gf am i?
Shan, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Yes, i will always stand by the guy i love, a constant companion.

Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with. this is so true, i simply trust my bf alot too provided i know his character super well. I never worry where he go or who he's with provided he tell me tat.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too. Supportive, am i?

Do i follow my heart or head?
Shan, you follow your heart when it comes to friends and family
You just can't help it.
In your world, friends and family come first. You know that love is what makes the world go 'round.
So whether you're helping loved ones through a tough time, or just enjoying great times together, you make an effort to strengthen those ties that bind. Yes i always make the effort to strengthen the bonds.

You, more than others, thrive when you know your safety net is near. And knowing there are those to catch you when you fall, or celebrate with you when you succeed, gives you the confidence to get out there and be the person you want to be.
So go ahead and take those leaps of faith! Especially when it comes to love.

Do i find love in fairy tale?
Shan, you find love in a Fairy Tale
Glass slippers, traveling minstrels, knights in shining armor. These are some of the classic components of fairy tales.
And when it comes to your real-life love life, you'll take 'em in the form of candy and flowers, poems describing your beauty, tiny velvet boxes, and the like. W
hether you are single or settled, you're a firm believer that the fairy tale shouldn't end when someone is carried over the threshold (though that's a pretty fun part, too). Ya shld just end that more exciting part coming.

You sometimes have to work to get your head out of the clouds, but your optimistic spirit and love-conquers-all attitude helps you deal with the good and bad that life might throw your way. As long as you can spot a poison apple when it knocks on your door, you'll always be able to find your happy ending. Is there every happy ending?

I'm trying not to think abt it.
But somehow it come automatically liao.
Every morning 1st thing i wake up is missing him and checking my fone no sms fr him.
haha.. silly
it has be a routine for me.

I missed the good old days, the good old days we chatted via sms, phone and msn.
Those days has MIA, he trying to MIA too.
he doesnt initiate talks anymore....
how hopeless i'm..
I'm wondering am i being missed like the way he was missed by me?
I doubt so..
but ting reminded me wad's the use of knowing it now?
maybe ya rite no use.. but sometimes just cant help by thinking..
tat's me..
i oways like to zhuan nu jiao jian...
maybe too zhi zhuo..
Too much using heart instead of head...

Friday, May 18, 2007

I'm extremely tired this week.
with 4 evening classes pack for me and still got 5.5 days of work.
So many calls so many calls..
Beeping but i still got the time to blog cum reply tata email cum reading notes online.
I'm super woman...
lolz..
going bonkers soon.
And i think i'm.
If u noticed i'm extremely hyper active or extremely quiet means something is wrong with me.

My shoulder are aching, need someone to massage to pamper me.
Where is that someone? where is the shoulder that can rely on.
Not independent enough.
maybe i shld buy I-massage.lolz..
Or U-papa?

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I cant help it but took out my phone, press the text, search the number and send my message.
Thou i know no reply de.
But i still send it out.
I cant help it.
I'm just stupid...
-_-!!!~

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Saw Shiping blog mentioning that she wanna go to certain places for holiday.
Same for me too.
Got alot of places i wanna go but no budget yet.
Like going Taiwan, HK again, Thailand and Japan.
Wanna go Bintan, Redang and KL too.
Wanted to Bintan and Redang for its a romantic place for couples.
Always hope to go to bintan with the one i love, strolling along the beach, watching sunrise and sunset with him piggyback me, lying on the sand/grassland watching stars.
With no restrictions, happily with the love one.
Isnt it romantic.
Am i too idealistic?

Ade tat time still was planning the 3 couples going to Bintan but i guess now the planning got to change abit la..maybe just she and zj ba, LT sure busy and LC in army with me alone becoming lightbulb? nah..

Anyway tat will only be a want now. An unachievable want.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Let me posed a question:
What would u do 1st when u fall down?
My answer will be to check where's my handphone whether its "injuried" ornot.
And i really did that.

The most embarrassed moment in my life.
I fell down.
Luckily not many people and not infront of shuai ge.
Hand Injuried. Bleeding.
Shall not described it to details.
Embarrassment & Pain.
1st thing i get up from that fall was to check with Joanna where is my phone cause it flew away from my hand.
Then next i found it near the dustbin *yucks*, and then to realise my arm was bleeding after i walk off.

Really cant help luffing at myself the comical sight.
I was Laughing all the way from the boat quay to UOB plaza so as to get myself clean up.
Anyway thanks to Joanna helping me to clean my wounds.
Sorry for almost pulling down.

Sobs. Pain with arm cant bend now.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Before i went to sleep was abit disturb.
Not feeling good thou.

Lack of sleep perhaps due the dreams i had.
Had 2 different dreams last nite.
One is disgusting dream and the other is sweet.
Both i did something stupid and silly.
Oh well that's shan isnt it?
Silly.

P/s: Ting, i nvr use baseball bat and hit him away tat's why he came into my dream and disturb my sleep again...
Nevertheless it still feels so real.

我很不爽，真的很不爽，越想越不爽，我很不爽你。
为什麽我感觉这样的不存在呢？
为什麽吃一顿饭都不能回复我呢？
吃一顿饭真的有那麽难吗？
别人叫你的就这样快的回复，而我呢，你就要前思后想。
我的努力去证明我的存在是错的吗？

I'm really not happy about it..
argh..
why am i not happy about it?
why do i still bother so much?
Its only a matter of my existence.
I try to make myself exist but it doesnt work.
Am i doing the wrong thing?
i follow my heart.
Is wrong isnt it?
Totally wrong.

I know i really dun EXIST.
Never at all.
Its all my hallucinations.
What's all those shit in the past.
Is all my hallucinations......

I hate it.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Happy mother's day!
Finally watched spiderman.
Simply a nice show again.
Esp the parts where M.J. look at Peter Parker at the jazz bar, the way she look is "do i really know u?"
The hurt part. Kristen Dunst quite a good actress.
Harry is also quite good looking.haha..
I teared in the cinema when Harry died for PeterParker.
A loyal fren.
I hate scenes when so and so die for another person simply make me teared.
I hate pple leaving their loved ones too.

I listened to 好久不见 by eason, a nice song.
cried when i listen to the lyrics, how this song affects me.
Perhaps at the moment i do feel the way it is.
Listen to this song, with eyes closed and earphones plugged in ur ears, u can feel it.

i hate pple not replying my smses.
I hate u for u easily affect my mood.
why?

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Took the personality test given by Val.
Take test

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. Yes i'm always hiding my true self. Thou everybody see the same shan but who noes which is me?
Am i a good listener?

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Ya i do like serious and smart and determined pple. I dun judge by its cover leh. But pple say i do? So do i?

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
Yes i prefer to know the person well 1st then commit myself.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Ya i will fall in love deeply like what i had now.
Too deeply.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
I do wanna start working soon but education is also very important to me. So i guess its half true.
Education doesnt determine a personality.
Its the root most important.
Education taught us : "Never forget the root."

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
Ya i am practical. LOL

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Ya me a dependent person.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Erm does it mean i gan qing yong shi?

Friday, May 11, 2007

had a dream last nite.
it contained a portion of sweetness, tenderness and hope.
why must i have this kinda dream that give me hope.
I can only relied on dream for hopes and more hopes.
But when in reality it doesnt.
Only disappointment.
i hate this kinda dream.

I hate it when i easily got worked up when it got something to do with someone.

I hate this feeling.
Stop haunting me...
I thought i will be fine but i'm not.
arghhh...
already so long le..
argh....

I'm on half day today going to SP with Kenny to take transcript for toopid SIM.
Going back to SP. It has been 2 yrs since i stepped back into the school.
I wonder how it feels again to step back into SP and on the bridge.

Spent my precious 3 yrs in there.
My very 1st contact just started there.
My 1st sister frenship, my 1st KTV session with them, my 1st project, my 1st birthday bash kena with egg and flour and of course my very 1st relationship with Tim also started in SP.
Got to know my sistaz. Jun, tata, Ting, Sen and Ser.
Got to know them is great. Been thru hardship(projects, exams, tests) and joy(sentosa trip, chalet, birthday celebrations) with them.
Cherish my frenship with them. Always.

Exams and projects days in sp gone.

Got to know tim. Same class for 1 yr.
Dint really have a good impression of him when just got in.
Still remember was sabo-ed by HP to do my DBMS project with him.
Rumours fly everywhere.
Then yr 2 class was separated. He moved on to IT side and i moved on to business side.
Only till yr 3, then realised that he like me.
We dint really have much contact with each other.
Thus, Still dont understand why he like me then.
But anyway over le.

2 yrs passed and i still do cherish the r/s once had with him.
Learn alot from him as well, learning to love to care to pamper.
Learn that with someone who care about me is great too.

And i did not managed to change his bad habit, late.
Maybe in the end i might inherit his bad habit.
haha.

Glad that i've spend my days in SP and not other polys.
Glad that i know sistaz and Tim(^.~)thy.

a big Thank you to my darling sistaz for being there for me when i'm having the dark period.
Thanks for being there for me and giving advice and standing by me during end of last yr.

a big Thank you to timothy for loving me once and care for me.
谢谢你曾经爱过我

I love u guys.
Muacks

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Was glad that you came back safe and sound.
Thou it sounded like none of my business now.
But still was glad, everything was alright for you.

Got so many thoughts on my mind while on my way to work.
Journey isnt that long but thoughts are alot.
Unable to solve the thoughts/feelings now.
So many thoughts maybe due to the fact u will be leaving for good.
Maybe i shall bury all the feelings and thoughts deep down inside my heart.
Trying hard very hard to curb it, to hide it, to let it grow deep down within.

Wanted to tell myself i do not love you as much le, but it doesnt seemed the way it is.
Psycho-ing myself everyday will that be better?

Thou i know life is not all about this kinda love.
There are family love, friends love too.
But this love has been part of me.
Missing has been a routine.
I also doesnt want to seem as i'm despo for your love.
Perhaps i just do not not how to not-love-u
Ironic it sounds and what's the use?

I soon to realised that fairytales love no longer exist.
Not in reality.
Prince doesnt come with white horse to fetch the princess.
Prince doesnt come and kiss the girl when she's in deep sleep.
Doesnt it sound like "happily N'ver after"

I used to be a dreamer and yet i know now it doesnt work that way.
Coming back to reality, reality hurts.

Anyway Blogging is good for me to express my inner self that i doesnt reveal to others and i just say what i wanna say.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

A mixture of feelings today.

Maybe because when fren is facing some ups and downs and i cant provide suitable solutions because i myself also cant solve mine.
So i doesnt have the right to provide any recommendations or scoldings.
She's now having the exact feelings like what i used to.
But i noe she can pull it through not like useless shan...
Mixture of feelings because he's coming back tonite.
Happier or sad?

Sat
Simply is revision day at home then after which went to compass point to meet mom for dinner.
In the end we saw pple having make over session at the atrium.
So we go Kpo around there.
Found out that its the bourjoris products having promotion there.
Its the cosmetics having sales.
15% discount for all items, purchase $45 of products, simply pay $12 for the free makeup, hairstyling and fotoshooting (with free 4 pieces of passport size foto and 2 3R photos)
So in the end my mom bought powder and i bought lipgloss and mascara total amounting to around $100.
So we both had the makeover session.
Interesting.
Having a photo-session infront of so many people.

Before my makeup

After the makeup

Our Passport size photos

The Passports photos i scanned

My makeover photos, with one eye big and one eye small

And i love this most

My prettiest young mom and me, i simply love this one. Muacks ("v")

Sunday
Went to my cousin tammy house at bukit merah area for her daughter one month celebration. Cute little daughter, jaylen simply not shy at their house at all.
Simply roam around and play with their toys

Me with Jaylen sleeping soundly in my arms

After he awake, he's happy

Then went to hougang mall to have Early celebration for mother's day and its my treat

Jaylen has his own cutlery

Engross in menu

The specialty prawns

The claypot beef nice but i nvr eat

The durian puff specialty too but the last piece nobody wanna eat, gotta force to my brother because everyone is full

After dinner jaylen activities

Sunday, May 06, 2007

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客
在月台分开站着毫无牵扯
现在的我能说甚么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定心是给你的
却要你给我留下来的许可
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想他
希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹很难割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想他

Friday, May 04, 2007

Yesterday Yong Quan drove thus got he sent me home.
Yeah. its nice to have someone send u home after a tiring work cum study day.
Right at my lift. Tiring day yesterday.
At least he entertain me thruout else its a boring long journey.

SpiderMan 3

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Spiderman 3 is here. Finally. This time got Black spiderman.
Last yr already mentioned that i wanna watch that show.
Watch Spiderman 1 on tv, spiderman 2 with who? cant remember.
Think its with him.
So now spiderman 3 with who?
If friends not watching midnite then i will catch it with them.
Else not watching le ba.
Everyone is so busy.
But i really wanna this.
I bet its nice.
Heard its nice too.
Anyone?

Ohya and to TG4: Its been a long time since we last meet up with full attendance.
Gotta make a day that all of us can make it liao.
Since a long time we had a chat and gossips. haha.
When? KTV, dinner and walk walk.

Ohya i have forgotten to upload my darling Jaylen Competition fotos.

Ke Ai de Jaylen

Jaylen with the trophy blocking his face

The family

My beloved

Ohya and i got the fotos from WJ already.. upload.. and post

Jun and Me

dennis and me, i still prefer this photo compared to the earlier

Wj and Dennis

Wj and Me, a decent one

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Yesterday was the Debut of Mars vs Venus.
Local drama acted by Jessica Liu, Pierre Pang, Tay Ping Hui and Huang Bi Ren.
Typical marriage drama.
How a woman might not understand a man and vice versa.
Super funny and logical.
A must watch drama.
Especially with pretty babe Jessica Liu.
I think she's exceptionally beautiful.
Tall and Slim.

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Ohya yesterday was watching The Magician's love.
There's a scene that Richie (acted by Shao Wei) expressed that he love Xiao Bei (acted by qiao qiao) at the Maze Fountain.
Anyway in the end xiao bei chose Richie despite she realise she love Artz.
Ohya there's a romantic scene in that episode.
Its a rainy nite, super heavy rain. Richie waited for xiao bei outside the house, all drenched.
Xiao bei came back asking what's he doing here?
Richie simply reply: "I just wanna say a good nite to you personally. Just miss u"
If a guy ever did tat to me, i just melt.
Simply melt.
Isnt it sweet?
Richie also pass her his house keys and said: "Dint noe it feels so good to have someone to worry abt."

Awww~...
how sweet it is.

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Love can make pple blind, stupid.
I have been stupid.
The dumbest girl ever.
Maybe tat's what my fren commented.
Maybe its time to delete away all the smses thou i cant bear to throw it away.
Even i change my phone i still keep the photos and smses
Why?
I need to learn to let go.
I know he already let go le.
Telling myself its his loss to lose me.
Why i cant do it.
Perhaps i shall have a last cry
Its gonna be a last one ever.
Perhaps after tat shall nvr shed a tear because it make me stronger.
I hope.
I hope the turning point will be here soon.
because no matter how much tears i shed it will nvr change the reality.
Its cruel.
Maybe tat's when i love him too much, till i ended up being hurt the most.
Does tat means he doesnt love me as much?
I wonder...

When u lost that thing then u learn to cherish it?
Does it apply to me?
Will i be cherished again?
No.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Woohoo.. Finally upload the sushi day pictures.
Its time to post it on my blog.
Alas here it is..

Suki Sushi treat by Wenjie and Dennis.
Thanks brothers.
Me and Dennis with my small eyes