Gosh time is ticking away quickly. Now stepping into April.
April is the time.
What time?
Study Time, Attending revision class time and getting 'old' time.
I totally can't believe it. I'm Gonna be 24 this yr.
Gosh what's life with 24 awaiting for me.
Being 24 sounds old (i know its an insult to pple who are much older), sounds so adult and sensing wedding bells.
To me, yes i'm kinda old and brain is rusty too but i'm still like a kid and not yet towards the path of marriage yet. (ps: excuse me, my biological clock is not ticking away)
Anyway marriage to me is happiness and fearful.
Fear of living together with someone.
Fear to tolerate with people's BAD habits.
Fear of intruding both privacy.
Fear to accept the fact that people will change after marriage.
Fear that the other party will go around womanising.
Fear of betrayal.
Fear that i'm no longer loved.
Thus marriage to me is nothing but fear despite that i know how happy it will be to spending time togther everyday, every moment.
Till the day someone can conquer all my fears then i will start to think abt it.
Anyway birthday coming... most willing to accept isetan vouchers, cash and of course the wishlist items listed on the right.lol
'Cheers' to April.. *boo*
I hate exams.
