Today marks the final paper of my very 1st year in Uni of London.
Last paper was IBM. i did manage to wrote finish my answer in the limited 3 hrs. But not very sure whether the answer i wrote is correct or not as this module is on essay.
The paper that most frightened and worried about is principles of marketing.
This paper was a disaster to me man. Hope i can pass. Praying hard.
Having nightmares of failures, never been so much fear of failure in life and never ever read so much notes in life too.. haha
Immediately after exams i went to register for courses. Intended for Hiphop dance, Japanese Elementary however due to working schedules i cant take them up, instead i took up Kickboxing falls on every tues.
Attention to my uni close frens:
Gathering as mentioned 6th June (friday)
Time: Whole day
Activity: KTV and shopping cum movie-ing
Pls suggest go ware sing. We go sing K lunch cheaper still got lunch.. wahaha.. sounds cheapo..
Tat's all folks
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Sichuan's Earthquake 12/05/08
it did not happen here in Singapore but it did hit me when i see news all over, pictures of bodies, a sense of sorrow seeing kids who yearns to study yet does not have the ability to do so.
Its been 10 days since the Sichuan earthquake happened. The worse ever earthquake which shattered thousands of lifes and many homes. Kids became ophanage just 1 day, people lost a family just like that.
How heartbreaking this can be. People are still buried beneath the debris and yet to be found. A single cosy afternoon within hours many lives are lost.
Happened when people are the busiest, no matter at work or studying or even cooking, it never even let out a sign at all.
How can this happen?? How come the god we pray to never help us? Never even give a sign or a hint. It just hit them straight. Is it a sign that the world is coming to an end with another disaster happened in myanmar - Cyclone Nargis. So many lives were taken, many were devasted and need pyschological counselling esp. the kids.
Why can earth be so kind yet cruel to human beings. It give us a place to live in yet it took away the lives of others. Why it cant give them the right to choose when they going to die? Kids are so young, one still held onto the pen when her corpse is found beneath the debris. Kids' legs and hands have to be amputed, yet still crying to have a hand for writing and learning.
Whatever was left now is just the belongings that no longer carry any meaning.
Is this a sign that the world is coming to its end?
I guess it is a sign long ago, from the food that are no longer available, to natural disaster, to lives unwillingly be taken away. Its a sign all along, just that now it's a terrible way of torturing humans because W/o rice, we can still survive on potatoes, w/o fish,meat, we can go vegetarian but we cant avoid the natural disaster of happening.
So why do we still have to work so hard when its destinated that we are going to be taken away from the rights of living in the world?
I'm not sure about that..
Maybe we should not blame the natural disaster of happening but rather reproach on the construction of the buildings. Unethical construction companies built their homes and schools that cant withstand earthquake.
Maybe this is how we can see people being united again, donating, distributing, sharing the every resources they have with them no matter where they are, which ethnic they belong to. No sense of self-fishness, just a sense of generousity and care.
Lets all Salutes to the front-line workers and volunteers who sacrifice their lives, their pain of losing the loved ones and help those that are in need.
Maybe this is why we humans are strong. never be defeated. Maybe we shall believe fate lies in our hands, chinese say:“人定盛天”
However through this, i learn how fragile life can be. Learn to appreciate every little thing in life, thankful to everything you have and not grumble about it (which i oways do), be grateful to your parents when you still have a chance. I will learn to do so too because you do not know when people will start to leave you.
我现在才发现到人的爱是多莫无私，不求回报的奉献给需要帮助的人。
