I must be crazy or maybe i love to torture myself.
Read back the emails again in office.
I think i'm really crazy to go read it again.
I simply like to torture myself.
Perhaps i'm fine.
Just fine.
Or am i?
trying.
I know le. Its not tat i cant put down.
Its i cant BEAR to do it.
Just like i cant bear to delete it because i noe once i delete i will be deleting the memories.
And once i do, a part of me will be gone.
The fantasize part of me.
I hate to love y.o.u.
你的幸福就是我最大的幸福