Was glad that you came back safe and sound.
Thou it sounded like none of my business now.
But still was glad, everything was alright for you.
Got so many thoughts on my mind while on my way to work.
Journey isnt that long but thoughts are alot.
Unable to solve the thoughts/feelings now.
So many thoughts maybe due to the fact u will be leaving for good.
Maybe i shall bury all the feelings and thoughts deep down inside my heart.
Trying hard very hard to curb it, to hide it, to let it grow deep down within.
Wanted to tell myself i do not love you as much le, but it doesnt seemed the way it is.
Psycho-ing myself everyday will that be better?
Thou i know life is not all about this kinda love.
There are family love, friends love too.
But this love has been part of me.
Missing has been a routine.
I also doesnt want to seem as i'm despo for your love.
Perhaps i just do not not how to not-love-u
Ironic it sounds and what's the use?
I soon to realised that fairytales love no longer exist.
Not in reality.
Prince doesnt come with white horse to fetch the princess.
Prince doesnt come and kiss the girl when she's in deep sleep.
Doesnt it sound like "happily N'ver after"
I used to be a dreamer and yet i know now it doesnt work that way.
Coming back to reality, reality hurts.
Anyway Blogging is good for me to express my inner self that i doesnt reveal to others and i just say what i wanna say.
