I'm tired.
I had a dream last night.
My dream is all about U.
The dream is such a sweet one that i doesnt feel like waking up to reality.
Vaguely remember the dream, we are in a club with other polymates as well.
U have been the sweetest in my dream.
In the dream, i can feel u, i can talk to u and can get to see u.
I can see the happy me in my dream.
I really dun want to wake up, want to live in my dream forever.
Want to be happy.
Why do i have to dream of u?
I thought i can forget about u, but in the end u still appear in my dream.
Was it because i miss u too much?
i've been cruel to myself.
Suddenly felt has lost a part of me.
feeling lost, really lost.
when i was in this r/s, i try my best not to involve too deeply because i know that i will only be the one hurt when it ended.
I always try my best to keep a distance.
But who knows, i already fallen too deeply to this r/s. Too deeply.
Too attached to this r/s.
Simply cant take it when he show so heck care.
Life now is black and white
