:::Lifeless life:::
Getting really tired and aimless about life.
Perhaps been working in that environment for too long, seen too many things and experience the different in bosses.
Nothing seems to motivate me to work. Everyday is the same.
I bet when i go studying i will also say sianz one
tat's what life is abt.
I dint really know what i want in life. Study?
When u wanna go back to study you will tend to think.
Will i be able to get a good education? Will i be able to survive under that misery savings of mine? Will i ba able to pay the school fees?
Will i be working what i've studied? Then if not what's the use of studying?
Will i be able to get good grades
Perhaps like what my previous boss say study is to educate oneself.
What about work?
Working will also wears oneself down.
When u get into that line, u will wonder what kind of environment it will be?
What will be colleagues be? Will they be gossipers? Will they be back stabbers?
What will my bosses be? Are they nice or demanding?
What my benefits are? Will i do a good job?
Perhaps it all depends on ur luck.
This is what my sec sch teacher used to say it all depends on heaven, earth and people.
(in chinese is tian shi di li ren he)
So when is the best time to meet all the good things?
Praying hard....
Wish everything arises smoothly..
Amen~~Ahmitabhu...
