had a dream last nite.
it contained a portion of sweetness, tenderness and hope.
why must i have this kinda dream that give me hope.
I can only relied on dream for hopes and more hopes.
But when in reality it doesnt.
Only disappointment.
i hate this kinda dream.
I hate it when i easily got worked up when it got something to do with someone.
I hate this feeling.
Stop haunting me...
I thought i will be fine but i'm not.
arghhh...
already so long le..
argh....