Today i'm back to work.
On medical leave for 2 days. Fever come and go
From 39 degrees to 37 degrees and back to 39 degrees again.
It been like tat for 3 days. Up and down for 3 days.
During these 3 days, i'm like sort of concussed.
Sleeping and sleeping.
Lots of flashbacks keep playing in my head.
Its only me and him. Lots of scene of me and him keep playing in my mind.
Alot of u and me here and every where, little little bits of pieces. Every memory all flashing back in my mind.
Everything seems like a dream not very real to me.
Perhaps it really isnt real, not even a chapter of my story.
Thus that's why i did the silliest thing, i sms him.
Thou i know that he will not reply me but still i wanna give it a try.
I thought i know him well, but i'm wrong or maybe i'm not wrong.
Cause all along he is like tat, when he doesnt like, he will not think about it and doesnt care.
He's always a heck care person.
101 excuses.
不过只少他很开心，自由。这应该就是他吧。
Ade sms me to tell me take care and said that these period i always been falling sick. It could be my emotions and diet.
Perhaps ba, i've never really been happy and diet is still ok but ade say i'm malnutrition.
Maybe i might seem happy but am i? I myself also dunno.
快乐不快乐我不知道。
Ohya i love my dad and mom.
They have been there for me during my sick days.
My dad normally bo chup me but during these days he put the cold towel to help me bring down my temperature.
My dad and mom still the best, they will be there whenever i need them.
muacks.
Ohya thanks to ivan too.
Been nice to me during my sick days.
Keep asking me to give him a call if need, knowing that i got high fever and was home alone.
Sms-ing me asking whether i'm ok ornot.
Thanks, thou we only chat via internet but still u treat me as a good fren.
Thanks for the care and concern.
I'm taking half day, i cant take it anymore.
And my eyes is hurting.
